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Episode
4 - "Release"
"MAN YOUR
STATIONS!" someone bellowed. "WE'RE UNDER ATTACK!"
The boat tilted
sideways, throwing us against the railing. I half fell against Erashi as
he clung to me with one hand and to the ship with the other, and seconds
later another explosion rocked the Minerva. My ears rang and my head
throbbed with the noise, and a nearby flash of heat told me they were
hitting us not only with regular cannons, meant to destabilize our
flight, but also with fizz charges. Whoever they were, they had an
airship, and they were trying to set us on fire. If they hit us in just
the right place...
There was no time to
ask who or why. I screwed my eyes shut and thought of Typhon, channeling
my fear and my pain into an emotional "thought" that hopefully
would hit him and bring him running. We were unable to use actual words
or coherent thoughts to talk with each other, like in all the old myths,
but it didn't matter. If a bad dream was enough to make him worry about
me, then surely being on an exploding, flaming ship facing an unknown
enemy would do the trick.
I felt the connection
with him fall into place like a bone snapping back into alignment. I got
ready to unload my message into his mind but was caught off guard by one
coming the other way. A wave of fear and anger so strong I could taste
it washed over me, and before I knew it I was falling to my knees again,
relying on Erashi to support me for the third time that night. Something
was wrong.
"Vera! What is it?
Are you hit?" cried Erashi, crouching beside me and shielding me as
best he could from the chaos that was unfolding around us.
"Typhon," I
whispered. "Something's happening to him." I winced as a
second wave of his emotional turmoil hit me, translating into a physical
pain in my gut. "Gods, it hurts!"
"Just relax, Vera.
Take a deep breath and let it pass."
Relax? Relax?
Clearly, Erashi wasn't paying that much attention, otherwise he would
have noticed there was more to the bond between dragon and rider than
just the ability to fight well. A biting retort floated into my mind and
right back out again. Something about trying to contact Typhon had
opened some kind of door in my head, and his raw emotions were pushing
through it. I couldn't even think straight. And damn, did it hurt.
Erashi looked around
nervously. "Vera, we have to get moving. If we just keep standing
here, then we're going to get hit. Can you walk?"
"I...I think
so." I shook my head, replacing my fear with determination and
releasing it, just like I'd been taught. "No, I know I can. We have
to find my father."
"We can protect
the Chief later! Right now we've got to get you out of harm's way until
you're feeling better."
"Like hell!"
I snarled. "You think I'm just going to sit around and mop my brow
while there are people dying? If you're not going to help me fight, then
get the fuck out of my way." I got to my feet, glaring at him all
the way, a look which he returned.
"One of these
days, you're going to realize what a pain in the ass you are, and you're
going to feel enormous amounts of guilt. I look forward to seeing the
expression on your face when that day comes." said Erashi, handing
me my backpack.
I grabbed the knife out
of it and flashed him a sarcastic grin. "Guilt is for wusses and
crybabies, honey. Now are you going to help me look for the Chief, or
should I lend you my spare handkerchief?"
He muttered something
indistinct and grumpy which I took to be an offer of help, and I patted
him on the shoulder, mostly to annoy him. I felt like shit and I was
trying very hard not to imagine finding my father's burnt corpse
somewhere on the ship, but I couldn't let any of that stop me. I took
off towards the quarterdeck and my father's cabin, silently praying I
wasn't too late to help him.
BANG! Something hit the
Minerva, and hard. She tilted again, but not as badly. Erashi and I
stumbled but kept moving, joining the flow of crew members running back
and forth in the chaos. I grabbed one of the men going past me by the
shirt collar, dragging him in front of me. "You! What's your
name?"
"Delroth, Lady
Vera!" He glanced down at my limited clothing, then nervously back
up at my face, looking as though he half expected me to gut him. I
narrowed my eyes at him. "All right, crew man Delroth. Where is my
father?"
"I don't
know!" He shivered as a fizz charge exploded above us, barely far
enough away for the embers to burn out before they reached us. It
wouldn't take the other airship long to adjust their aim and fire at us
truly. Their cannons were already hitting us. I shook Delroth a little
while Erashi hovered anxiously behind me. "Where was he before the
attack started? Think!"
"He came out for
awhile to inspect the quarterdeck and then...he went back to his cabin!
Yes, there's where he should be. Please, lady Vera, I must go! They need
me below deck."
"Fine. Go!" I
released him with a quick slap on the head and he scrambled away as
quickly as he could. Two more fizz charges exploded in the air as he
passed.
I reached behind me and
grabbed Erashi, dragging him up onto the quarterdeck with me. Things
were no less chaotic up here, as what few crew members were present
tried desperately to decide between attacking the incoming airship or
mounting a defense. They were so busy that none of them noticed me, and
scanning the crowd, I didn't see my father here either. Damn. Meanwhile,
the crew were too busy making fools of themselves to notice he was
absent. I felt Typhon's rage boiling inside of me, burning away my pity
and my compassion, leaving a growing fire in me that yearned to be
released.
"RETURN TO YOUR
POSTS!" I bellowed. Instantly, everyone around me froze, staring at
me with a mixture of shock and horror. "What the fuck do you think
you're doing, running around like children? Idiots! If my father were
here he would be weep at the sight of such cowardice! Get to the sails!
Bring us around! You want to give these bastards something nice and wide
to shoot at, or do you want to show them why the Seraphim clan is feared
throughout the Territories?!" I raised my knife and pointed at each
of them in turn. "This is the Minerva and we do not fear death!
Are your hearts truly so fragile?!"
There was a general
murmur of dissent and shame. I tossed my short hair and gave them all my
haughtiest glare.
"Well? What are
you waiting for? Get moving!"
I couldn't help but
smile a little as they fell over themselves to follow my orders,
occasionally saluting me on the way past. I must have been quite a
sight, barely clothed and waving a knife around, half feverish with a
dragon's primal rage leaking into my head, but if my appearance worried
them, they didn't show it. No matter what I looked like, I was still my
father's daughter, and they were honor bounded to follow my every whim.
True to my words, the pilot at the wheel began shouting commands to the
men controlling the sails, bringing us around as fast as he could,
albeit belatedly so. I nodded to Erashi and we got moving again, cutting
through the crowd and heading for my father's cabin. I pounded on the
door with the hilt of my knife.
"Shit! Why isn't
he answering?" I could see lights on behind the windows, but the
curtains were drawn, and with all the commotion I couldn't tell if there
was anyone inside by listening.
I saw Erashi grin at me
from the corner of my eye. "Maybe he's asleep?" He said.
I shot him a hateful
look and watched his smile fade. "Now is not the time, Erashi."
I snapped, turning my attention back to the door. "Damn it! The
door's locked, too. I do not have time for this..." my growing fear
joined the ceaseless undercurrent of Typhon's anxiety and anger in my
mind, making me feel like my head was about to explode. I grit my teeth,
using every shred of willpower to push my feelings away, trying to keep
hold of my sanity. I could tell Erashi knew something was wrong from the
way he was looking at me, but he said nothing, knowing there was little
he could do for me. This was a battle I had to fight on my own. If only
I knew what was happening to poor Typhon...
No. No time for that. I
had to focus on the task at hand: rescuing my father. I felt sure he was
inside, though what horrible fate had befallen him I was trying not to
guess. My mind's eye was too ready to flicker through a grotesque parade
of possibilities, each one worse than the last. I took a deep, albeit
shaky breath, and reached into my pack, fumbling around for the key to
the cabin my father had given me when I had been promoted to first mate
aboard the Minerva. Erashi and I both quietly ignored the fact that my
hands were starting to shake again.
Finally, after what
felt like an age, I found the key at the bottom of my pack. With
trembling fingers I reached up and pushed the key into the lock. Before
I turned it, I nodded to Erashi, who nocked an arrow on his bow while I
drew out my dagger. Slinging my pack over my shoulder again, I slowly
turned the key with my free hand, crouching slightly so Erashi would
have a better shot over my head should it come to that. With a final
breath, I readied myself for battle and pushed my way through the door.
What I found waiting
for me inside was not my father's charred remains, though it was easily
the next worst thing. Chief Grath, aged warrior and leader of the
Blackthorn clan, captain of the airship Deathstreak, stood before me in
my father's tiny cabin, holding him captive with the end of his sword
resting gently against his neck.
Erashi and I both
froze, mid-step, as Chief Grath looked up in surprise. I met my father's
gaze and saw his horror. Clearly, he had been hoping I would be smart
enough not to come looking for him once the attack started. So much for
that idea.
"Stay back! Stay
back or I'll kill him right now!" shouted Grath, his hands starting
to tremble with fear. Apparently he hadn't been expecting company.
Slowly, I placed my
knife on a nearby table while Erashi followed suit behind me with his
bow and dagger. Grath did not appear to notice Erashi keeping his quiver
on. We held our hands up and out to show him we were unarmed. Grath
nodded his head at the door. "Come inside, close the door, and lock
it. No more interruptions. Does anyone else on this ship have a
key?"
"No," I lied.
Irena would.
"Good. Hurry up, I
don't have all night!"
"Why are you
attacking us?" demanded Erashi as he closed and locked the door
behind us. I silently thanked him for distracting Grath and giving me
the chance to scan the room for some way out of this mess.
Grath sneered at my
father and twisted the sword point a little, making him wince.
"Because you and your clan are finished sacrificing valuable human
lives for some pathetic personal vendetta! We've all lost loved ones to
the old masters, but that doesn't give you the right to continue
showering their cities with our blood! Or aren't two wars enough for you
maniacs?"
"We must move now
before they move against us," rasped my father. "To sit still
and hope is to sign the death warrant of every free human alive
today."
"Spare me your
self-righteous bullshit, Noah," snapped Grath. "I've heard the
speeches before. They're all the same. Don't you think the masters would
have come for us by now if they could? It's been almost a hundred years
since the first Wars and yet you insist that they're going to figure out
a way through the Shield! Are you really so delusional? Is she?" He
nodded at me.
"Leave her out of
this," replied my father.
"Why? She's as
much a part of this as you are. She's the next generation. Whatever lies
you fill her head with now are going to become her beliefs eventually.
What happens when she takes your place as Chief, hm? That is of course
supposing she survives the attack against Haven. But I'm sure you'll
make sure to keep her at the back. No sense in losing anymore family
members."
I felt Erashi nudge my
hand and realized that I'd started shaking again. Chief Grath was going
way past too far, and my anger was mixing with the endless stream of
Typhon's growing battlelust inside my head. It hurt, and I was more than
ready to share some of that pain with Grath.
"You two-faced, lying, hypocritical idiot," I hissed, ignoring
Erashi's subtle warning. "You say we're spilling innocent human
blood? What the fuck do you think you're doing? Or are those charges
exploding over head filled with daisies and sunshine?"
"Call it a
preemptive strike, my dear," replied Grath, favoring me with a
saccharine smile. "If I stop the Minerva now, then she won't have a
chance to attack the Cities in a few days. Whatever casualties we
sustain now will pale in comparison to the massacre your father is
setting up. Don't worry, I'm not out for Clan Seraphim's destruction. I
just want to lame you up long enough to disperse your little army. You
know as well as I do that without the Minerva, your mission is a
failure. And good luck trying to get another airship to do your bidding!
I've got the other clan Chiefs in my back pocket, and they're going to
stay there until you're so old and decrepit a stiff wind could break
your limbs. Maybe by then your father's taint will have washed
out."
"BASTARD!" I
leapt for Grath without thinking, my rage getting the better of me.
Typhon's bond surged with renewed vigor, tying us together and feeding
our emotions back into us. I could feel his pain just as strongly as he
felt mine, and it was like being stabbed with tiny knives all over my
skin. I had a real knife in my hands before I realized what I was doing,
before Erashi could stop me, and most of all, before Grath could stop
himself from reacting as any warrior would: He forgot about holding my
father captive long enough to turn his sword towards me, ready to defend
himself.
My father was on his
feet in an instant, grabbing a nearby chair and swinging it between me
and Grath. The Chief's incoming sword got tangled up in the legs while I
was forced to pull up short, giving Erashi time to grab me from behind
and pull me away. I screamed, feeling my heartbeat pounding inside my
head, a war drum inside my ears, urging me forward, pushing me to rip
Grath into tiny pieces and bathe in his blood like the masters of old.
My father twisted the chair, and Grath's limbs along with it. The
elderly man shrieked and fell to his knees, his weapon clattering on the
floor. My eyes widened, spying my chance, and desperately I swung my
dagger at Erashi's arms, trying to get him to release me, but he held
fast, dragging me back towards the door as I struggled and spat.
Meanwhile, father threw
the chair aside and picked up Grath's weapon, holding it at the man's
throat. Grath's weak, watery gray eyes looked up at him as he trembled.
"Please! Don't kill me," he begged, halfway to tears already.
I heard a roaring inside of me, like a massive waterfall, and for a
moment thought I could actually smell his weakness. It made me want to
kill him all the more.
"I won't hurt you
for now," replied my father, in his deepest commanding tone.
"But only because I need you alive to influence the other clans.
Don't ever think that I'll forget this, Grath. You're a dead man walking
as far as I'm concerned. Your day will come, and I will be the one who—"
CRASH! My father's
words were lost as something exploded overhead and the Minerva pitched
forward, creaking and groaning. Everything, including everyone inside
the cabin, was thrown forward. The light globes flickered and died,
leaving us in almost total darkness. I felt Erashi's hands on me, trying
to hold me upright to no avail as we stumbled and staggered inside the
cabin. I held my knife away, desperately trying to sheath it and
failing, praying that the next sensation I felt wouldn't be blood on my
hands. Every speck of rage I had been feeling abruptly vanished,
replaced by fear, made stronger and more intense by my out of control
bond with Typhon. I could feel its cold grip seeping into my very bones,
and I whimpered, clinging to Erashi as we fell against something hard.
Glass shattered beneath us. Somewhere in the corner I heard grunting,
and a curse, and then the metallic clang of a sword being dropped.
"Father!" I cried. A new wave of fear hit me, and I started
wriggling out of Erashi's grasp again. "Vera!" he hissed.
"Hold still, damn it!"
Something heavy hit the
deck above us, and I heard panicked shouting, followed by footsteps.
There was a crackling sound, followed by a couple of loud pops and
another explosion, more distant this time. The Minerva shuddered, her
old wood groaning in protest. Some of the walls of the captain's cabin
had spaces between them, and in the tiny gaps I could see a distant
orange flicker. Fire. The Deathstreak had set the Minerva on fire.
Suddenly, the light
globes sputtered back into life, and across the room I saw my father
struggling with Chief Grath. The short sword Grath had had earlier was
lying on the floor, and the two men were trying to strangle each other
with their bare hands. The Minerva shuddered all around us, and I could
feel her swaying wildly as the pilot tried to turn us around, though in
what direction I couldn't tell. Explosion after explosion rocked
overhead, making the walls shake. I strained against Erashi, desperate
to lunge at Grath again, Typhon's emotions pounding in my brain. I
screamed, half mad, as I saw images of Senua in my mind's eye, unbidden.
She had been hurt. Someone was attacking her, and Typhon was reacting.
Pain unlike anything I had ever experienced before lit every nerve in my
body on fire, and the room began to disappear behind a bright white
light that blossomed behind my eyes. I heard someone calling my name
from far away, vaguely felt a rug underneath my fingers as I slumped,
half conscious, onto the floor...
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